Slack Out!!!

moved blog~

2010-11-15T21:54:00.005+08:00

well.. time for a new change since blogger still doesn't have the function that i'm looking for, after waiting for so long...

and to all my readers, here's my new blog address:

Carril De La Memoria

Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up

2010-10-16T01:50:00.003+08:00

We're no strangers to love
You know the rules and so do I
A full commitment's what I'm thinking of
You wouldn't get this from any other guy

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
Gotta make you understand

(Chorus)
Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

We've know each other for so long
Your heart's been aching
But you're too shy to say it
Inside we both know what's been going on
We know the game and we're gonna play it

And if you ask me how I'm feeling
Don't tell me you're too blind to see

(Chorus x2)
Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

(Give you up, give you up)
Never gonna give, never gonna give
(Give you up)
Never gonna give, never gonna give
(Give you up)

We've know each other for so long
Your heart's been aching
But you're too shy to say it
Inside we both know what's been going on
We know the game and we're gonna play it

I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
Gotta make you understand

(Chorus x2)
Never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

Last day w/ Platoon 5~

2010-10-14T23:47:00.002+08:00

Today's probably the last day i have spent doing something as a platoon together with my campmates, as i'll be flying off to Australia this Sunday. And by the time i touched down, it'll be the day my platoon mates receive their Pink IC and the sticker on the back of their 11B.

Most probably, i'll be still my my dreams, due to jet lag, while the rest are happily walking out of the gate shouting: 'ORD loh!', while they walk past those RPs and MPs.

Participated 'The Amazing Race' organized by my unit, which kinda didn't really turn out that 'amazingly' but i did share some good times with the platoon. Today's the last cohesion event with the platoon, and i'm glad that i was there, even though my name wasn't even on the list.

Almost every team ended their race quite early, and we had to like wait around town for the prize presentation and dinner buffet at Fort Canning Park to commence at 6pm. But i sneaked off, since my name wasn't on the list. So, i wasn't there to witness the ending for the event. But then again, if i had stayed for the ending, i'd probably start to miss things, since it's the last day for me to spend with everyone. -sigh-

It's just hours since we've last parted, and i'm already starting to miss everything, everything that we've been through as a platoon. Be it chiong sua moments, or chao geng moments. ~.~

A.S.O.N.E!!!
PLATOON 5!!!

Leave the past behind, live for the future!

2010-10-09T15:12:00.004+08:00

Everyone has their past, be it pleasant or unpleasant, i mean who doesn't? But only those who are able to let go of their past, will be able to live their lives without much worries and be optimistic in their lives.

No man can change history, but all man can learn lessons from their history and not repeat them. So why not throw everything behind and start looking forward? That way, life will be full of joy and optimism!! =D

So to all my dear friends who are unable to put their past behind, you should try living for the future. Everyone around you are able to give you tonnes of advice, but only you are able to make the choice. So, why not live your life happily, instead of filling it with sorrow, when life still gotta go on no matter what?

The light is waiting for you at the end of the tunnel. It all depends on whether you want to walk towards it. 加油!~

wtf?!

2010-10-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

I probably won't visit Pizza Hut @ Jurong Point any time soon, due to what has happened earlier on.

Here's what happened...

Had to admit that my dress code for the day was kinda slack, and almost everyone knows that i'll look like a kid when i put on my cap.

So here goes... I asked for bill after we are done with dinner @ Pizza Hut. The bill was presented to my friend, but i was the one giving the card. The manager/waiter gave the look, like as though something so shocking just happened in front of him.

His colleague returned with the bill and the card. I took the bill and just when i was about to pen my signature on it, the waitress actually asked if that card was mine.

I'm like WTF lah! Not like my name wasn't on the card. And not like Samuel sounded like some female name la~ I mean why are you even doubting me when you've already done with the transaction? Shouldn't you clarify things even before you went on to proceed with the transaction? BAKA!!!~

Even if i looked younger than my age with a cap, what's wrong with me paying the bill via POSB Mastercard? It's just a debit card, not like it's some credit card. And anyone 16 or above are eligible for the card lor... I really can't think of a reason for them to doubt me.

Unless, i actually looked younger than 16 to them.

9 more days~ patience

2010-10-07T15:23:00.002+08:00

9 more days and i'll be off to Australia, living in a world where i can hardly contact anyone back in Singapore. 20 days. That's how long i'll have to wait, and everything will be back to usual again.

After that 20 days, i'll have to wait for another 34 days till i ORD. After which, i'll probably have to wait for a few months before i get my first license and my bike. All these calls for my patience, and i'm not exactly a patient guy. But sometimes, it's just the only way to get things done.

Some things are worth the wait, while others aren't. Sometimes, things are so worth waiting for, i can even have the patience to wait for more than 3 years. At other times, it will just took less than 3 seconds for me to lose my patience. It's been 3 years, since i last lost my opportunity. I'm now presented with another chance, and i won't let it slip by this time.

I won't know how long i'll have to wait or how much effort i'll need. But one thing's for sure - i'm willing to sacrifice, in order to achieve it.

Wallaby~

2010-10-07T01:15:00.006+08:00

Flying over to help out with Ex. Wallaby soon. Most probably on 17th October. It's quite sudden for some, while others don't really know about it yet. Well, didn't really tell everyone about it since the exact details are not out yet.

Kinda regretted my decision for agreeing to go Wallaby when asked by my OC. I'm kinda caught in between, since going to Australia will be a good experience for me. But at the same time, i'll be missing alot in sg. I'll be missing my love ones, those noisy and mischievous campmates (cause they will be gone when i return from Australia) & especially that someone special.

The time i spent with her seems to pass so fast; but the time i spent without her just seems so long. I've already missed you so much, even before i'm leaving. What am i to do, when it's time for me to leave?

"Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'll still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing"

PS: Hope things will work out for us.
PPS: ILY

Loooonnnngggg day!

2010-09-26T18:19:00.003+08:00

Watched The Legend of Chen Zhen, with Donnie Yen as the main actor, with Cara. Great movie! But somehow, i thought that it would be better if Donnie Yen didn't imitate the Bruce Lee's infamous 'water' sound the last part. And Donnie Yen still can't get out from the fighting stance he used in the movie Ip Man. Probably, that's just his style.

After the movie, we were supposed to go hunt for food, her portable charger, my ear phones, buy the latest Linkin Park album and go watch soccer at some pub after that. However, after we left the cinema, heard some loud roaring engine noises, so went to have a glimpse at the F1 track. Spotted some Porche racing down the tracks with rubber-burnt smell and deafening noise.

But out of the things we have actually planned, guess we've only done like 4 outta 6 due to the time constraint. Went to look for my ear phones and Linkin Park's new album since they are all located at HMV. At the end of the day, i didn't get any of them from HMV. Strolled down to Raffles City's That CD Shop and guess what? There's a offer going on!!! 3 CDs for $49.90!!! And so we grabbed my Linkin Park album + some Chinese Song compilation and her Eminem Album.

Headed down to Bugis for her recommendation, Wanton Mee, in a shop runned by Ah Tiongs. Lol. It's not bad though. Cheap and good food in town. =D Strolled down to Rocher Beancurd to digest our noodles on the way. Enjoyed our little bowls of beancurd before we continued our journey to Clarke Quay/Boat Quay to find some pub to chillax and watch soccer.

In the end, we ended at some pub by the name of Red Dot Brewhouse. A place where they serve 6 kinds of their very own brew and other beers plus food. Spent our time watching my dear Liverpool draw against Sunderland at home. Damn. But i had fun though, since there were crazy Liverpool fanatics at the other table watching with us. Really makes me feel like i'm at a mini version of the KOP. =D

Bought some beer from 7-11, went to slack at the riverside till dawn. Been quite a long time since i've slacked till dawn. The last time i did it was like during my poly days where i frequent ECP to slack till dawn with my godsis. Missed those days.

I miss the sea breeze, i miss the beach, i miss gazing at the stars on the beach.

Same room, new look!!!

2010-09-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

I finally gave my room a new look! Okay okay... I just merely added a new computer table to it and re-arranged almost every single furniture, except for my wardrobe since it's so big and heavy.

Just love the way my room looks now. Since i re-located most of the stuff, i kinda spent most of the day cleaning up my room. Everything went well till i kinda strained my shoulder muscles. Damn. And i'm just 2 days away from the trial.

Hope i do recover by then, though i know that it's quite unlikely. -Sigh-

Anyone gotta remedy for me to heal instantly? Lol.

The Revival

2010-09-10T16:20:00.003+08:00

I revived my mp3 player!!! And i'm starting to get back my match fitness!!! =D

2 weeks after getting my injury, i finally played some football today. Got some touches with my right foot, and that injured toe kinda felt swollen after my game. Wonder what will be the best remedy for my foot to recover fully.

Revived my mp3 player today too!!! Since i needed more space in my PSP for games, after downloading 'Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep' last night. Re-organized my songs in my mp3 player and here it goes with all the bass booming down my ear drum. =)

Will be having another soccer session on Monday with my campmates. After which, i will be going for Nike Open Trials with John on Thursday, 18th Sept, SAFRA Tampines. Just going there for some exposure and, who knows, maybe i can get to see some well-known football personels as well.

As for John, i wish him all the best and hope that he will get selected, which will make his dream come true. Cheers!!! =D

Branded but No Money.

2010-09-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

All the while, i've been wondering why people are willing to spend so much on branded stuff, and yet complain that they have no savings or money when it comes to emergency situations. And recently, i met someone who is in a similar situation. Let's call him Baka.

Baka has always been very willing to splurge on himself, as well as, on his very dear girlfiend. He's always aiming for the best, in terms of brand, and didn't really plan about his future. Very often, he'll spend tonnes of cash on food, clothes, expensive hobbies and even his glasses, and always ended up spending almost half of his monthly allowance on his 'wants', in less than 10days.

Besides being a big spender, Baka is also quite a 'good planner'. His plans were always near to perfect, almost like a dream, but the only thing that is lacking to make his plan work will always be the same word, money.

He always complains that he's got not enough to spend due to his family background and such, but that doesn't really match with what i've observed. His dressing and hobbies all revolves around the word, money. Almost everything on him are either costs a bomb or they are all branded.

I didn't believed that he was that in need of money until i stepped into his house. After that, i didn't felt pity for him. Instead, i feel like smacking his head and asking him to wake up his bloody idea. I mean, if you yourself know that you are not from a very well-to-do family, then the more you have to be thrifty. Why do u always need to spend on things that are actually not neccessary, and kick a big fuss when you are left with nothing at the end of the month? No one will pity you!!!

Besides, after serving NS, you need that money to further your studies. But since you are such a splurge, i guess you have to stay un-educated for life. And stop dreaming about your car when you can hardly survive on your allowance!!!

Miss No Good

2010-08-26T17:40:00.003+08:00

Finally, i'm done watching all 14 episodes of 不良笑花 during the midst of my MC. Tomorrow morning will be Liverpool's second game against Trabzonspor in their second leg Europa League Qualifier.

It's quite worrying for all fans since Liverpool will be travelling to Turkey without the likes of Mascherano, Steven Gerrard and Fernando Torres. And on top of that, we are only 1-0 up upon travelling to play away from home.

Will be staying up to support The Reds!!! Go Reds!!! =D

imissu

2010-08-23T13:44:00.002+08:00

Haven't been thinking much about her, nor did i've been really bothered about her after she's been attached. I just want to get her outta my life, at least for the moment till she's single once more...

Everything seems to be so successful, until this morning, when i started to dream about her. I dreamt that i had a date with her. And even though it's just like any other ordinary dates, it felt like i was the happiest man in the whole World. Maybe those who read this may think that i'm just exaggerating things, but that's not the case. Guess i'm just an more emotional guy compared to the rest out there.

Everything in the dream was going well and i wished time would have stopped just right at the moment. Even if i'm not in a relationship with her, even if it's just spending that lil' time with her, even if it's just looking at her staring into space, even if it's just her putting on her sweet smile, i'll just be as contented. Maybe i'm just a boy who's just easily contented with lil' things, but that's just how the way it is.

Just like any other stories about how beautiful the dream was, it just always have the same ending. Being woken out of it.

imissu

my little purple toe

2010-08-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

It's been a week since i've updated my blog, even though i've been home since like Tuesday night.

Went drinking with my campmates on Tuesday night, got drunk and hurt my little toe on my right foot after i got home.

Visited the doc on Wed morning and he actually suspect that it could be a fracture and asked if i wanted an X-Ray for it. But i was still feeling the hangover, so i rejected that proposal. Took some cream to apply on it, but it soon started to turn purple on the same evening. It's still swollen now, and it's numb. Guess i'll have to make my way to the A&E tomorrow for further check-up.

Thursday soon came. Woke up in the afternoon, and spent most of the day in front of my computer before i met up with Seb for dinner and some MT action. Watched Liverpool play in the qualifier for Europa League till it was like 5am in the morning.

Woke up in the afternoon once again today. Headed to Jack's Place for lunch after washing up. Ordered some 350g T-Bone Steak, hoping that it'll satisfy my recent craving for steaks, but everything turned out really disappointing.

Firstly, the service was much worse than what i remembered before. On top of that, the standard of the steak really sucked. I asked for the doneness of the steak to be medium-rare, but it turned out to be rare. I though, 'Heck! Since i wanted to try rare all the while, i might as well take this opportunity.'

After my first few bites, i kinda started to regret. It's really awfully awful and it's somehow darn tough!!! Damn! And it's the first time that i had to have some chilli to go with it to cover the taste.

Hope that's the last time i'll experience such a steak. Gosh. My craving for steak is not satisfied yet!!! And i still gotta injured toe, which means i can't go for bike practicals and soccer matches cause i can't wear shoes.

What a day!!! *SIGH*

You don't reap, what you sow.

2010-08-15T00:06:00.003+08:00

-sigh-

Finally got my marksman this year, but what do i get in return? A well-deserved $200, and missing the opening game for Liverpool against Arsenal, plus doing guard duty for those who are going for the shoot, cause they have not gotten their marksman.

What kinda reward system/ logic is that? You work hard for the company, only to get back shit 'rewards'. Damn this company. Damn the unit. For all you know, i'll be out of this shit after 116 days more.

I shall not be kind, soft-hearted anymore. This shall be the last time.

I want my ORD date pushed forward!!!!

long weekend cut short. T.T

2010-08-11T22:47:00.003+08:00

Let's start everything from last Sunday, since that's the day i wanted to blog, but i was too lazy to do so.

8 Aug

Woke up late and cabbed down for the soccer match with SBKF. Reached there only to see the opponents getting dressed up and the referee just walking into the field. Haven't really recovered from diarrhoea since last week after book in. So i actually visited the toilet a few times before i started playing the second half.

We were winning 3-2, where i missed 2 of the goals as i was still in the toilet. 3 subs were made during the half time, i was one of them, and things started to changed immediately. There was so much flow in the midfield all thanks to KY's playmaking, and mobility upfront due to the fact that Yao and i are still fresh.

Our 4th goal came within 10min into the second half. HJ conquered the left flank, crossed the ball to Yao, only for him to flick it into my path as he dragged along the 2 center backs and the gk, leaving the net wide open. All i could do to repay their hard work was to slot it into the empty net.

And there you have it, a goal with my boots making it's debut on a 11-a-side friendly. Hopefully, there will be more to come. =D

9 Aug

It's the nation's birthday!!! But i left home after lunchtime to meet up with Seb. Met up with him at the MRT platform, only to see 2 other female beside him. One of which is his gf, and i thought the other one looked familiar. Jasmine soon introduced the familiar face to me, and tada!!! That's my first time looking at her in person after Seb and Jasmine tried to do some 'match-making'. Bah.

The girls and us splitted our ways at City Hall, they went to do their shopping at Bugis, while we went to the arcade and warmed our butts for the rest of our day over there.

Booked in the next morning, until this morning before i booked out.

11 Aug

Booked my bike theory practice and practical lessons in the evening, but the rain clouds just came and gave the whole nation a good bath, accompanied with lotsa thunder and lightning.

I was like, shit. I can't cancel the lesson either, so heck, i'll just go with it.

In the end, i went for it and didn't regret a single bit. Headed to SSDC at around 4pm, did my practise, went to have dinner and a phone call came during my meal. Turns out that i can't have a long break since i got arrowed to do guard duty this Sunday. Sian...

Finished my dinner and waited for my practical lesson to start. I must admit that i've never felt so nervous before when riding a bike. It's just like my first lesson. After 2 hours of crank course, figure 8 and emergency braking practises, i've gotta pass!!!

Alright, gonna sleep soon. Still pondering whether should i go for tomorrow's soccer, since i've got a strain on my thigh near the groin. Aiya, wake up then decide bah.

Nitez all.

Missed my trial test..

2010-08-07T10:42:00.002+08:00

Woke up @ 9am, looked outside the window, only to see the sky so dark and there's a heavy downpour. Decided to go back to bed and sacrificed the $5plus booking fee which i paid for.

Guess i'll book another one and pray that it won't be raining when the time is near.

Marksman!!! =D

2010-08-06T22:58:00.003+08:00

Just got home about 2 hours ago. Had a really long week, as it all started from Sunday morning till this evening.

Kinda tired out this week due to the IPPT and SOC test on Tues and Thurs respectively. Played soccer on Tues night since there's nothing on Wed morning.

Passed my 2nd year IPPT on the first try, failed my SOC test on the second station, where i dropped, and kinda hurt my left shoulder and cut my right thumb, which bled for quite a while. Kinda happy, though i've failed, as i was so much more confident in getting up the low rope, unlike last year.

Long weekend ahead. And finally, i'll be taking my trial test tomorrow morning. Hopefully, i can pass it.

Oh ya!!! And i finally got my results back from the range i went last month or so. I got marksman!!!! It's something i was aiming for since the start of my army life. And i finally got it!!! =D

long, sleepless nights...

2010-07-31T12:00:00.001+08:00

i've been losing my sleep during recent nights. kinda stressed and depressed due to certain stuff. can't really concentrate fully on the stuff i do during the day. probably, it's all due to my thoughts of her. sigh. it's not that easy to forget someone after all, even when you try your best to keep yourself busy.

rushed to 91.3FM's event at Butterfactory after yesterday's book out. since it's free flow of drinks and free entrance fee, i just made used of this chance to get myself as many drinks as possible. but sadly, throughout the event, i only had 3 glasses of housepour & 2 shooters.

went to lau pat sat for supper before heading back for more music and drinks. shared another jug of vodka lime before XW & i left the place. witnessed quite a few clubbers got wasted along the way out.

got home at around 2am, slept at about 3plus thanks to the alcohol. else, i wouldn't know what time i will be turning in.

shag. got duty tomorrow morning. need to wake up darn early. hope i'm able to sleep early so that i can wake up on time tomorrow.

Chiiillllllaaaxxxx DAY!!!!!

2010-07-25T15:35:00.003+08:00

What a chillax day i had yesterday. Woke up in the morning to a refreshing day, met up with John & co. for soccer at CSC. played for about 3hrs before we left the place at about 1400.

I was damn happy with my last shot on goal during our last game against some outsiders, who invited us to play against them. Cushioned with my right thigh and volleyed it into the back of the net. I was like quite stunned when i managed to do that. Haven't been that accurate in my volleys ever since i left my secondary school. Even though, it wasn't that spectacular but that made my day. It's been that long since i had a clean hit on a volley. That feeling is so shiok! =D

Headed home after soccer to meet up with Seb, since his com was ready for collection, until he arrived at my house. His PSU just blew up on him a few moments before he entered my door. My condolences Seb, guess it's time to getta new PSU/com.

Slacked awhile before he left, while i was waiting for time to pass. Stoned at my computer for a couple of hours before heading to PS to meet up with Cara and XW. Took XW's car to Timbre, only to find out that the carpark was full. Circled round a few times and we finally gotta spot, but another car was going to take it too. Anxiously, XW just slotted his car into that lot. Heard some weird noises only to find out that we've scratched another car when we got outta his car. Not knowing what to do, shifted the car to another lot before walking over to queue.

The queue at Timbre was super long, and i was super hungry when we arrived at Timbre. Waited for about 30min or more before we gotta seat. Ordered a pizza and sirloin steak for dinner, while waiting for The Goodfellas to start performing. I had a pint of Erdinger, and went on to try Timbre Sunset and Strawberry Mojito, after i am done with it. Cara had half a pint of Erdinger, Timbre Sunset and finished off the night with Mudslide. XW only had a glass of Mojito & Butterscotch Sprite, since he was going to drive later on.

Gee... What a day that was for me. I just wish i can do this every weekend. =D

1 week closer...

2010-07-23T14:56:00.003+08:00

Another week just flew by and that means 1 more week closer to ORD!!!

Nothing much happened during the week, just that i'm looking forward to the weekends. Soccer tomorrow morning with John's friends and probably heading to Timbre at night with Cara and XW.

Booked out early today, reached home at around noon. Went to wash my new F50 adiZero, the one which gave me blisters, and actually saw spider web on the right boot. Hmm.. i merely left it there untouched in a plastic bag for a week or so, and there's spider web. Wonder what will it be if i left there for more than that. Lol.

Anyway, it's been long since i've visited Grandma, so i'll be going to granny's for dinner later. Just missed those homecooked food!!!! =D

Goodbye MVIII, Hello F50 adiZero

2010-07-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

I just discarded my MVIII which serviced me for the past 5 years. Feel so sad now, it's like i've just a very good friend of mine.

-sigh-

let's hope that my new pair boots can lemme forget about the past...

Surprise surprise!!

2010-07-17T02:53:00.003+08:00

Went for dinner @ The Cathay Restaurant with FYP clique. Surprise surprise!! Gotta small bday cake and bday present from them. Didn't expect them to actually help me celebrate my bday. Well, that's one of the moment which i really got lost for words. It really came expected, so thank you guys!! =D

Caught 'Despicable Me' to lighten up my mood ever, since i've been feeling kinda down for the past 2 weeks or so... Guess that's why i wasn't as entertaining as before when i was during my poly times. Or maybe, i've just changed.

Went on for to The Mind Cafe for some games since the night was still young. Played for around 2hrs before we cab home.

And here i am now, with another few hours of rest time before i need to go for some NDP stuff... Once again, thank you guys & sorry for making the night so boring.

Brussels Sprout!!!

2010-07-12T16:10:00.002+08:00

Brussels Sprout, that's the place i was watching my beloved team losing out to the goal from Iniesta from Spain. Totally agree that the referee screwed the game up for us, but we are also to blame for Robben's missed opportunity. He could have done anything but that. -sigh-

Overall, well played by Spain as they showed class through their passing and skills throughout the game. The Netherlands defended well and managed to negate most of the through passes Spain made. On top of that, they were tactically sound, unlike the Germans who just sat back and let Spain play their game. They pressured Spain all the way till the end, even after Spain scored and there's only a few minutes to go.

Quite disappointed that the Spanish players were full of theatrics and simulations at the second half, clearly that was influenced by the half-time teamtalk, as we did not saw that in the first half. Iniesta of all players, was the most guilty of diving, despite his flair for the game. I bet even Robben, who was known for his own theatrics, was impressed.

Anyway, the reason for me to watch at Brussels Sprout was that one of my campmates used to work there and he knew most of the staffs. We watched the match after their business hours, so we had the whole place for ourselves. Throughout the match, there was free beer and finger food for all of us!!! How nice of the staffs to prepare the food and beer, even though i'm not exactly their friends, and not forgetting i'm there to support The Netherlands, not Spain.

Cheers to the staffs of Brussels Sprout!!!

ADIDAS F50 adiZero

2010-07-10T22:39:00.004+08:00

time so showcase my new cleats which my mum got for me yesterday as my 23rd birthday present. =D

we were released early from camp, after packing those goodie bags for today's NDP rehearsal, and so i decided to drop by Queensway S.C. with Seb to look for the pair of boots i've been setting my sights on since it's release. Arrived there, only to find out that my size wasn't available in the whole building, so we left for town.

Had our dinner, headed straight for GOAL @ 313 to look for it.... and WAHLAH!!! they got my size as well as the color i was looking for. =D

and here it is in my room, my brand new ADIDAS F50 adiZero TRX FG Leather...

...can't wait for my MVIII to be worn out so that i can start playing those matches with these!! =D but before that, i wanna customize my boots with my name embroided on it. anyone knows of such service?

FMyLife!

2010-07-03T11:46:00.003+08:00

How i wish there's a 'dislike' button in Facebook. I'm so lost now. Remember on my previous post, i asked if what could be worse than what i got in the week?

The worst came. She got attached. After trying to brainstorm on what we should do on our next 'date' for like 2 days, i realized that she became attached on the day i booked out. FML.

Actually, i guess everything which i mentioned in my previous post was just a blessing in disguise. Thankfully, they block leave was cancelled so i didn't book any tickets to Batam which i've suggested to go. Otherwise, i would have ended up going there alone, wasting money.

Feeling so down now, i don't even have the mood to do anything. I just wanna keep myself busy so that i can stop thinking of it....

Cause I Believe, 幸福不滅.

2010-07-02T19:16:00.006+08:00

"你值得被珍惜，
也值得我放弃。"

FML.

2010-07-02T14:34:00.003+08:00

Got called up for guard duty one day before hand, block leave cancelled, almost fainted during parade for SAF day, sent sms-es hoping to get some answers but not even one came. Guess there's only one thing that can be worse than all the above, getting called back to help 40SAR to pack those goodie bags for tomorrow's NE show.

FML.

The only good news was that our coy got another 2 days off compared so some other coys. And it's raining now, hope i can just sleep peacefully over the next few hours without getting waken up by calls.

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2010-06-29T16:32:00.003+08:00

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ATEC 2 aftermath...

2010-06-27T17:23:00.003+08:00

Another milestone in my NS life, completion of ATEC 2. Now that it's over, rather than feeling relieved and happy about it, i've got mixed feelings instead.

WIth less than six months to go, i'm actually quite bothered about what i'm going to do after my ORD. Unlike my other campmates who are mostly going to further their studies, it's much tougher to plan my route since i'll be trying to make some earnings. Economy's not really recovered and jobs are still tough to get.

Hope everything will be smooth sailing from now on....

Random.

2010-06-19T17:39:00.006+08:00

Woke up this morning and guess what i saw when i looked outta window? YZF-R125!!! If i've already got my license already, i would have thought that it's a present from my mum. Lol. Looks almost the same as the one which i am going for after my 2B license, default yellow paint with some simple vinyls and some tiny modifications to the exhaust. Though i didn't own it, i guess my consolation will be to at least look at my dream bike whenever i look out of my window.

Went out for a simple lunch with mum before sending her to work. Reached home for 3 DOTA games, and that's how i spent my last Saturday afternoon before ATEC2. Leaving for Granny's soon!!!

ORANJE FTW OVER NIPPON!!!! Fingers crossed. Let's not hope for another upset like what most of the other favourites suffered.

Planning for cruise for my birthday. Any recommendations anyone?

Shaggg.....

2010-06-18T10:28:00.002+08:00

Just came back from my guard duty and it's raining now. What a great day to be in bed sleeping. Slid open the door of my wardrobe and guess what? I finally found my 'long lost' Liverpool tee!!! Bought it like early this year but only got to see it today, ever since i brought it back. That really made my day!!! =D

AJ got new BF!! =x

Lol. Sorry for announcing it on my blog, but this is my 2nd discovery of the day!!! Anyway, congratz to you & wish you all the best!!! =D

fmylife.

2010-06-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

Boring.

That's the first word that will be up in my mind if i need to describe the plan for Han's 'birthday celebration'.

It's just like any other gathering that we usually have, only difference will be the full attendance.

Not that i'm trying to prove that i can make better plans, but what's a 'birthday celebration' without at least a Birthday Song and/or a Birthday Cake?

Weird.

181 more days as a CPL... =D

2010-06-12T17:36:00.002+08:00

Early book out yesterday, reached home at around 2plus. Slacked for a couple of hours before meeting up with Seb and ZX for MT3DX+. Hang out at Marina Square till late after completing my 100th Story for the game. Returned home and knocked out at about 4.30am.

Woke up 10hours later to a phone call and i'm finally awake by then. Went online, had a game of dota, watched highlights of WC2010 matches and here i'm now waiting for XW to pick me up...

Celebrating Han's birthday later. Wasn't told about the plan, but heard that everything's gonna be great. Looking forward to it... =D

Shoooooorrrttt Weekend....

2010-06-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

Saturday zoomed past in a blink of eye. Visited grandma late in the morning, had the lunch my grandma cooked. Fried Noodles with extra extra ingredients!!!! I sure missed the food she cooks.

Left her house at about 3plus to meet up with Seb @ Marina Square for some racing action. Did some changes to my 'car' and completed till Story 80 in the Story Mode. Took the Circle Line for the 2nd time and headed to Ashley's Western Food Stall to have our dinner with Seb's gf. Chatted for quite awhile before we head home.

And that's all for my Saturday.

Woke up this morning for street soccer. Played for about an hour before it started to pour. Went to have a heavy lunch with Yao before rushing home to watch the replay on how Singapore beat China in table tennis for the women's team.

Quite impressed by the fact that our team actually played their hearts out, despite the fact that they were from China. Congratz to the Singapore Women's Table Tennis Team!!! =D

My dinner's here already!!! Time to go!!! =D

2010-06-04T16:52:00.002+08:00

Went to visit my Dad @ AH after i got outta camp. Everything's seems fine, but there's still complaints of his knee being pain after physio. Docs took a few tests for him, currently waiting for results. Hope everything's fine.

Since Queensway Shopping Centre is just beside AH, decided to take a little walk into it. Went to scout for the replacement for my Nike MVIII which is going to give way in about a few more games. Walked into this shop and saw the new Adidas F50 adiZero which was placed just at the entrance beside the new Nike Vapor Superfly II. It was like love at first sight when i saw the leather edition of it.

I'm currently deciding on whether which colours should i choose, or to wait for the new colours since i have kinda made up my mind about it. Oh well, i shall wait until my pay comes in before i head down to Queensway Shopping Centre once more. Lol.

Long long long long long long.....

2010-05-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

Been out the whole day. Only got home after 8pm.

Woke up at 6.40am to my alarm, but i went snoring right after i hit the button to shut it. Woken by my Mum at about an hour later and i realised that i was late for the match. Took a cab down to fetch Chee Yeong to the field we're gonna play at.

The referee was late and the match got started without me in the starting line-up once more. That ain't the reason i'm unhappy about. It's actually about letting someone who hasn't really committed in SBKF and he gets the priority to be in the first team. Isn't that a reenactment of what's happening at CMC?

Alright alright, the team won 6-2, big deal. We weren't playing well at all. Stop whining about the chances missed when we can't even contain possession for most of the match, even when we're playing against a weaker opponent in terms of fitness. All we could do was to send long balls for the attackers to chase down those loose balls. I don't remember us playing at Wembley this morning.

In fact, most of us, except for me and maybe captain KY, were actually happy and relieved that we got such a good scoreline. The standards of this team are way below the teams i've been in during my poly days. I'd rather be on a sub bench of a team who are better than warming the bench for a team which isn't tactically sound and are technically weak.

Made an assist by drawing the last defender near me before releasing a short, simple pass to my other striker to finish it, but it was described as a weak cross. How nice. Thanks for making me feel so unappreciated.

Got 'studded' in my calf during the second half. It's been a long time since i got studded, and i mean a really long time. The last time i got a cut during a match from a tackle was during my poly days. Guess that shows how 'friendly' our team is. No aggression, no creativity, all messy.

Met up with ZX & Seb for MaxTune till dinner. Completed 60 stories with 15 consecutive wins so far. Not impressive but that's my longest winning streak so far. Need 40 more stories and more mods for me to be ready for battle other drivers. Guess that will be my new hobby for now, since i got no commitment less my bike license which i plan to start after my ATEC 2.

Talking about bike, if i really gotta pass my 2B, should i get a SP, KR or save up for a R125? Hmmm... This thought have always appeared in my mind whenever i see anyone of them on the streets. Have been seeing quite a few RS125 on the streets and maybe that can be put under consideration if the price is reasonable? =D

Damn!! It's just past midnight and i don't feel sleepy at all. And my calf is still hurting. Guess this post is too long already. Time to sign out. Ciao.

Transition from the rural to urban!!!

2010-05-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

24hrs ago i was still out there looking through some night vision device, trying to stay awake while waiting to ambush on those enemies. And now, i'm finally back from the leafy area and back to where my world is all about, urban lifestyle. =)

Suffered from a bad stomachache since the first day of our 4d3n outfield and it was a really a very bad experience. Bad experience not due to how bad my stomachache was, but bad experience cause of the amount of mosquito bites i get everytime i try to ease myself. After every trip to clear my bowels, i get more than a dozen of bites around my thigh and butt. That sucks!

I'm like scratching my thighs and butt for the past few days. Let's hope that the itch gets better, else it'll be damn awful and awkward for me when i try to go out and enjoy myself during this long weekend.

Alright, enough whining about the itch. The other thing i'm going to yearn for will be lots of delicious food!!! I want food!!! I think i really need something that can really revive my taste buds once more!! I've been surviving on titbits and lots of biscuits for the past few days. Lacking of nutrients!!! Even if it's just a plate of ordinary chickhen rice from my favourite stall. =D

Guess it's time for me to tuck in and catch up with the amount if sleep i've lost during outfield. Nitez!!!

MWS

2010-05-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

Woke up early this morning to travel towards the Western part of Singapore to play for CMC in the MWS.

Got lots of goalless draws for the Comets during the group stage, and finally registered our first win of the competition in our first knock-out match. Won the game 3-0, where i created the first goal and ended the match by scoring the last goal. First goal and first assist for Comets.

Took the team bus to Timo's place to shower before meeting AJ for dinner @ Tampines One's Kim Gary. Strayed around the mall for an hour or so before we head for Kim Gary for the 1-for-1 Special.

Ended our dinner just before 11pm before we returned home. I'm aching all over, especially on my right calf. Totally sunburnt after 2 days under the sun, namely the 8km run at Mount Faber on Friday morning & the whole of today at MWS.

-shag-

tired legs. short weekend.

2010-05-21T23:29:00.003+08:00

Lots of things happened as mentioned in my previous posts. Dad got outta danger after his operation. At least, now i got one thing less to worry about.

Played soccer last night, though i knew that there's going to be a 8km run on the next morning. =P

Went for build-up run for AHM this morning at Henderson Wave, a place filled with memories for me. Went past the places where 'we' once spent time together. Even though, it's just a hike which lasted for less than half a day, i thought i was one of my happiest moment so far. It is one of the moments i will definitely miss, and can do nothing about it, but to make it part of my beautiful memory.

Went to play MaxTune with campmates after the run, and slacked around Marina Square till dinner time. Visited Dad, had dinner with Mum, before returning back to my home sweet home.

My right calf is all aching and i gotta feeling that i'm gonna get cramps during my sleep. And best of all, i'm all packed with soccer for this short weekend as i gotta return back to camp by 10am this Sunday. =(

Tomorrow will be MWS, which will last at least half a day. Not sure if i'll be playing much, but i know that i'm not 100% fit for it. Let's say it ends at around dinner time, i will only have a few hours of rest before the UCL finals, Inter vs Bayern @ 3.45am!!!

After watching the match, i'll only have a few hours left before i have to head for camp. Oh man...

Luckily, there will be a long weekend after FTX next week. 3 days outta camp!!! =D And since i'll be more free next week, i guess it's time for some drinking session? So Cara, try to make yourself available for one of the nights? Probably Friday. =D

Alright, time to go get some rest. Gotta wake up early in the morning to topo my way to MWS location. Nitez!

mentally exhausted....

2010-05-18T13:43:00.002+08:00

Dad went for op last night. Everything went successfully, currently he's at the High Dependency Unit recovering.

I'm so mentally exhausted now, just want a few days of rest to recharge myself. But it seems that everything is so high key, i don't think i'll have a chance to rest.

-sigh-

Hope everything goes well...

2010-05-16T00:33:00.002+08:00

Have been going through quite alot since Dad got admitted to SGH. It's been exhausting travelling to and fro upon receiving bad news from the doc. Hope everything will get sorted out soon.

MWS is just a week away. Really hoping to shine at the tournament, but there's so many things going on at the moment. Not sure if i'm able to concentrate on my games though.

Joined my campmates for a mini soccer session after visiting Dad at the hospital. Managed to convert some frustrations into some beautiful movements in the game. Though FFF for my next game, i think i really need a rest. This week's too much for me to take.

And even if i decide to appear at SIA Sports Club, i may not even feel like playing. So i might as well stay at home to grab more rest for the upcoming weeks which are jam-packed with high key activities.

More preparations for AHM and ATEC coming up, as well as NDP rehearsals. I'm not sure if i'm able to cope with all of them cramping up all together. On top of that, i'm still worried about my Dad's condition.

Let's hope that i'm mentally strong enough to take all these...

exhausted.

2010-05-08T17:04:00.002+08:00

Somehow sprained my right knee after 2 days of component training in a dismounted role. Lots of mosquito bites and pain in the knee is what i got from it. Still unable to endure that heavy load over my shoulders.

215 days to ORD. Hope time flies.

Sick~

2010-05-04T19:54:00.002+08:00

Finally fell sick. Felt really terrible after booking yesterday. Went to the Medical Centre @ about 6pm but MO has left, so i waited till today to see the doc @ A&E after my M.A.

Wasted half of my day waiting for the damn doctor to arrive at the room, and in the end, i only got 1 day of MC, which was equivalent to 1/2 a day of MC. To hell with that.

Anyways, thankfully there's a nights out for the rest in camp so that i can report back to camp at the same time as them, 2300. =D

I wanna pull out of NDP!!! T.T

何維健 Derrick Hoh & 郭美美 Jocie Guo - Open Happiness

2010-05-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

less time...

2010-05-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

My weekends are getting lesser and lesser as it gets closer to NDP'10.

Booked out on Saturday morning, had a little nap in the afternoon before joining the guys for IP MAN 2. Couldn't get tix at cinemas at our preferred locations, so in the end we watched it at Shaw Balastier.

Heard from alot that IP MAN 2 was much more worth watching as compared to IRONMAN 2. Not sure about that though, but i guess i wouldn't wanna miss IRONMAN 2 since there i've watched the first one. Went Whampoa Hawker Centre for dinner after movie, headed to Han's for poker after which.

Played till morning before i took a bus home. Took a short nap before i go granny's place for lunch. Slacked there till dinner, returned home and here i am. Just witnessed the lost of my beloved Liverpool to Chelsea, had some mixed feelings as i wanted them to beat Chelsea, but i also wanted Manure to settle for 2nd in the BPL.

Tried to catch up with her, started a chat, but was obviously very superficial and awkward. It was so bad, she decided to ignore me. Oh man. What happened to my communication skills? I need to interact more with girls. Too many guys in my environment. Talking to girls seems more awkward then before. That's bad... Very bad...

-sigh-

Lacking match fitness....

2010-04-24T16:11:00.003+08:00

Boring. No games for last weekend as well as this weekend. I want more games!!!

Big matches tonight, Manchester United vs Tottenham, and Arsenal vs Manchester City.

Will spurs beat all the top three teams to cement the last spot for next year's Champions League? Or will Man United take over the 1st spot for tonight? Will Arsenal make amends after helping Wigan with their survival bid last weekend? Or will the Sky Blues continue their chase of 4th spot for the BPL?

Either way, i'll not be able to get first hand results tonight as i will be out having dinner with my family. Hopefully, i'll be back on time for the later match to witness it.

However, if i managed to witness the last match of the day tonight, it'll be a challenge for me to wake up on time for street on the following day. -sigh-

Caught in between once more for both entertainments. Lol.

short burst of wonder

2010-04-18T19:45:00.002+08:00

Got like 10-15min of play time during CMC's match today and i made assist outta nothing!!! =D

Still thinking how come i can't do that much for SKBF while i can do that for CMC in like 10-15min play time.

Tried to hard to achieve a win? Lack of composure? Lack of rest time due to BPL?

Oh well, whatever the reason is, i hope i will perform for the next SKBF match.

NDP'10

2010-04-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

NDP rehearsal started today.
Another 16 weekends to go before i have my weekends to myself.
I'm so.... looking forward to NDP'10!!! =D

I'm starting to miss someone.
Someone whom i've not been in contact for quite some time.

-sigh-

Next up... Madrid!!!

2010-04-10T00:12:00.005+08:00

Too tired last night to stay awake for the match played against Benfica this morning in the wee hours. Woke up with a headache, tried to get myself focused before rushing off to camp.

Settled down in my bunk for awhile upon reaching camp, and only then i gotta know the score for Liverpool's game. "Liverpool won 4-1!", that was what i heard from one of my camp mates. I was quite stunned for awhile as i didn't expect Liverpool to win by such a huge scoreline.

Only when i got home and saw the highlights of how Liverpool played, then i realized that they have finally got back to their feet and played like how they were supposed to play. And and and Lucas did something good for Liverpool, let's hope that he continues to progress since Rafa refuses to drop him to the bench.

Wee!!! One step closer to reaching the finals!!! But next up, we gotta face El Nino's former club before we can meet the winner of the other tie between Fulham & Hamburg.

All the best to Fulham in their chase for Europa League too!! They have performed exceptionally well this season and i thought they deserved it more than Liverpool. But then again, as a Liverpool fans, i'll hope to see my Red Army march on to lift the trophy. =D

Y.N.W.A

Completion of Bourne Trilogy

2010-04-08T18:33:00.003+08:00

Finally completed watching The Bourne Trilogy. Wanted to watch Bourne Ultimatum on Tuesday but i woke up late. Woke up for lunch on Tuesday, followed by going to the temple for some prayers before heading to visit my grandma for dinner.

Reached home early, slacked and played some games while waiting for the Champions League matches. Watched Barcelona played against Arsenal where i witnessed one of the best performances by Lionel Messi, tearing Arsenal defence apart all by himself, even though Arsenal took the lead through Bendtner.

On the other game, CSKA Moscow vs Inter, one of my all time favourites, Wesley Sneijder, scored the only goal from a freekick to help Inter go qualify for the semis. Didn't wasted my night staying up. =D

Woke up the following day, Wednesday, played some games, went for soccer at SAFRA Tampines from 6-8pm. Dinner with CY after which, before Jav came to join us to slack at macs. Slacked till 10plus before i left for home.

While waiting for Man United vs Bayern, i tried to help with AJ's statement, but i kinda failed. =( Sorry man, my mind was kinda shut off, especially after soccer i was quite tired. Anyway, the match came and my predictions went all wrong for the night. I was expecting Bordeaux and Man United to go through to the semis, but it all went the other way round, even though they won their games this morning.

Stayed up for 2 exciting games!!! And to watch Man United got knock out of Champions League, even more worth it!!! =D Gonna stay up tonight again for soccer. Liverpool against Benfica.

Hope that Liverpool will make it through all the way to the finals and lift the Europa League, since they gotta very slim chance of finishing 4th in the BPL and it's been a long time since we had a silverware.

It's time to add another one to our collection, be the first to win it since the change of name, and be the first to win it 4 times!!! =D

Bourne Trilogy, Clash of the Titans

2010-04-05T22:01:00.003+08:00

Watched Clash of the Titans with Jav, CY and XW last night at TM. Looked forward to this movie even before i left for India. In the end, it was all but a 5/10 kinda action movie.

Downloaded the Bourne Trilogy to watch since i got till Friday morning before i need to book in. Just completed the 2nd one about half an hour or so. Having some slight headache now. Not sure what's the cause, but let's hope it's nothing serious.

Downloading the Ocean's Eleven, Twelve and Thirteen to watch since i missed all of them when they were shown in the theatres. =D

Irodori Japanese Restaurant

2010-04-05T21:31:00.004+08:00

Pardon me for not keeping this blog up to date even when i was at home for the past few days. Haven't been 100% fit since though, and was having fever and slight headaches every now and then.

3rd APRIL 2010

Went to celebrate my Grandma's birthday at Irodori Japanese Restaurant. Even though it was just a simple meal, but it was satisfying. My first buffet after touchdown. And since pictures say a thousand words i'll let the photos do the talking.

Everything was just a bad dream afterall!! =D

2010-04-03T12:44:00.005+08:00

"i just keep waiting and waiting for the sms to come and tell me that it's all a joke. but it hasn't. =("
-Jezer Goh

This was what we felt when we received the sms telling us that we have to book in on Sunday night as per norm due to the cancellation of block leave.

"I ate mefloquine tablet, one of it's side effect is to have vivid dreams. Last night, I dreamt that the Off in lieu issue is an april fool's joke. When I woke up, my dream turned into reality. ;O No more FML."
-Mathew Zacchaeus

...and this was what we got after we woke up from the dream we had last night! =D

OUR BLOCK LEAVE IS BACK AGAIN!!! YEAH BABY YEAH!!!!!

NO MORE FEVER!!!!

2010-04-03T02:04:00.004+08:00

Weee!!!~

After all the whining and grumbling about our new book-in date, i finally found something worth celebrating! =D

My fever subsided!!! Felt feverish ever since on the very night after i touched down. Spent almost half of the day sleeping rather than enjoying myself out there, and that's very frustrating since i know most of the guys are actually enjoying themselves out there on this long weekend! Bah!!~~~

But nevertheless, i'm glad that my fever subsided, at least for now. Hope everything will be smooth sailing for me since i'll be jam-packed with lotsa stuff in camp starting this week.

And i just love my new blog song: When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne. This song accompanied me for the whole of my India trip, and i'm glad that i made it through. =D

...back from India

2010-04-02T19:59:00.003+08:00

After a long tough time spent overseas at India, i've finally touched down yesterday morning. 3 weeks away from technology, 3 weeks away from family & friends, 3 weeks away from my home. That all exchanges with 3 weeks of blackouts, 3 weeks of lack of water, 3 weeks of enduring the hot sun.

Relieved, delighted and disappointed were my feelings in the last 24hours.

When i looked out from the window of SQ407, i saw the sun shining on the country represented by the little red dot in the world map. I felt so relieved when i saw her, never missed her that much in my 22 years of life. Not that i've never left her before, just that i feel so lucky that i'm living on the little red dot. =D

I was so delighted when i touched down at Singapore Changi Airport, Terminal 3. After leaving the plane and checking out, DFS are the next few letters i saw right in front of me!! =D

Went on a spending spree once i walked in:
Heineken
Kilkenny
Bailey's Crème Caramel
Belvedere Vodka
Les Tourelles De Longueville Pauillac-Médoc 1993
Jacob's Creek Shiraz Cabernet Vintage 2000

...and the above added up to S$519.80.

Damn. How i wish that amount was in Rupees. Lol. Now that i got so much alcohol just next to me, i'm one delighted fella!!! =D

Allow me to elaborate about the disappointment i felt on the night after we touched down. Initially, we were promised that there will be a few days of rest given to us after our trip. However, someone decided to change his mind and decided to make us book in on Sunday night. How everyone wished that was just another April Fool's joke, but none of us received the next sms we all were waiting for.

-SIGH-

I guess "What you reap is what you sow" doesn't apply to us at all. All the effort we've put in, all the suffering we've endured, have all gone to waste....

Large,Big,Medium,Small

2010-03-13T17:23:00.003+08:00

Erdinger Weissbräu

Mojito

Butterscotch Schnapps w/ Sprite

B52

Timbre before India! =D

2010-03-13T03:20:00.002+08:00

Wee!!! Just got home after dining with SLC peeps @ Tampines One's Kim Gary & Timbre @ Substation. Enjoyed my night spending time with them and of course not forgetting Cara!!! =D

53A was the band which blew me away for my last Friday night before i fly off to India and until i return, it'll be April already!!

Wow!! Can't believe that time passed so fast. Lots of weekends to be burnt after India trip as i will also be involved in this year's NDP straight away after ATEC 2. Oh man... Which also means i'll have alot less time to spend with my family & friends for the following 4-5 months!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

I wanna get my bike license soon!!! Everyone is like asking when's my TP and such, when i'm only stuck at Prac 3!!! ..zZ Hope there will be more time after NDP's past, so that i'm able to concentrate more of my physical fitness as well as bike lessons. =D

Embarkation Leave

2010-03-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

Had mixed feelings upon entering the phase of embarkation leave, as this means that i'm just a few more days away from travelling to India. First time leaving this little red dot on the World Map to another country further than Thailand, and it will be my first time spending such a long time away from my family & friends. In fact, this will be a little more worse, compared to my first 2 weeks in Tekong.

Going to IT show tomorrow with AJ, visit Jav on the way since it'll be his first job at the IT show.

'Farewell Dinner' on Friday with SLC, which will be followed by a drinking session with XW & Cara. Sorry for the delay, guys. I've postponed it for like 2weeks? Lol. Don't worry, no screw ups this time, only bottoms up! =D

stressed!!!~

2010-03-06T23:08:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! Few more hours and it'll be exactly 1 week before i fly off to India for training. *Sigh*

I'm already starting to miss all the people and the food in SG. How i wish i will have more time before i go to India, or maybe it'll be great if i don't have to travel overseas 'alone'.

Due to the preparation for India, and they want us to get used to the hot weather, we were made to do combat runs/ outfield under the hot sun, which makes the past week quite busy and tiring. Due to all of that, my right knee is starting to give me problems again.

Wonder if i can play for tomorrow's match. *sigh*

Financial Crisis

2010-02-28T14:03:00.002+08:00

Heading for a financial crisis now as luck starts to fade away. Time for me to start saving up and stop wasting more money.

hot hoT HOTTT!!!!!

2010-02-27T15:04:00.005+08:00

Long week for me even though there's outfield during the midweek when it's suppose to make you feel that the week is shorter.

More and more 5km RM on HOT SUNNY DAYS are coming our way to 'help' us get used to the weather conditions in India, where i'll be going for my overseas exercise. Kinda got mixed feelings about the trip as it gets nearer. Looking forward in going overseas but not really looking forward to the weather over there.

Getting all charred due to those RM and the midweek outfield during those hot and sunny days. Not that i don't like to be tanned, but it's just that we only get to tan our faces. =(

Had guard duty on Thursday evening, didn't really sleep much since outfield, so still feeling kinda tired now. Duty lasted till Friday morning, and i was actually quite a good start to my day. I finally gotta see a black YZF-R125 right in front of me with my eyes!!! =D It's as good as it is in those pictures i can find online!!! =D And i saw R15 later in the day, which is another bike that i was comparing with R125. Not very impressed by R15, but R125 just rocks!!! I'm so gonna get it once i get my 2B license!!! =D

Gotta feeling that there will be some punishment coming my way when i return to camp due to some minor mistakes. Oh well, went Timo's for poker and wine last night and lasted till morning when we ordered breakfast from McDonald's. Cabbed home and knocked out around 7am.

I was suppose to have breakfast with AJ this morning, but was too tired liao...

SORRY AJ!!!

WILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU!!!

Oh well, and here i am now blogging away after lunch, while i'm formatting another computer for Seb...

Until next time... Ciao!~

Bing! Bang! Shag!

2010-02-21T19:58:00.003+08:00

Played 2 matches in a day. On top of that, i played with groin strain for most of my first match and the second one. Kinda never did that before, and i don't think i'll ever do that again. It's damn tiring!!!

Let's not talk about the matches since we lost both. Met Jun Kia on the bus when i was heading home. Thankfully, i had him to chit-chat along the journey. Wouldn't have imagined how bored i will be if i was alone.

Hungry!!! Yet to have my dinner, and i've yet to get my hair cut. Alright. Ciao!~

Time for dinner!! Weee!!!~

DOWN Down down~

2010-02-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

Glad that i spent $133 on my new 1TB HDD for my computer. Now it means that i got lots more space available for my games and other media storages!! For me, 1TB will be alot, in fact, maybe a little too much for me. Oh well, that means i can just install whatever things i like without much consideration.

*sigh*

Guess that's the only other good part throuhout my past week other than celebrating CNY. I've been losing my bets on soccer ever since i booked out last Friday. Tried to get back what i lost during the midweek, but i just seem to fall deeper and harder everytime i try.

Maybe i should just stop for this week. Lady luck isn't on my side yet. After such a long season, i think i need a short rest before i start again. That's not the worst for me this week.

I read her blog and the title of her latest post was actually something about marriage and the content of it had her kneeling down in a tea ceremony. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! I told myself that can't be true as the next thing that flashed across my mind was her getting married. On top of that, i can vividly remember what she'd told me last year or so.

"I think i'll be the first to get married amongst all my friends", and that's what she told me. Oh man... How i wish i was still in contact with her. I did sms her after reading the post. I wish this isn't happening. Even it did happened, i wish i'm the bridegroom. This can't be happening... Someone please convince me that what i saw was a lie. Someone please...

*Sigh*

My mood is already dampen and tomorrow's match will be the second match for SBKF this year, ever since i scored 2 for them during the last game. Hope she tells me that she's not the bride before i start to play.

Oh man... If that's not the reply i get from her... I don't know how am i going to get through for the rest of my army days... Or maybe life.

*SIGH*

blog blog blog

2010-02-15T16:39:00.009+08:00

Finally got some time go blog.

Had been quite busy for the past few days and just before i realized, it's already Monday! Time really flies when you are enjoying.

Met up with CY and Jav after run at ECP. Spent the rest of the day at ION helping Jav with his last minute shopping for CNY clothes. Got himself a pair of shoes from Pedro, a pair of jeans from River Island and a couple of tops from G2000. Had dinner at macs with Daryl joining us. Jav just gotta urge for movie after dinner. Went to watch 'Percy Jackson & The Olympians: The Lightning Thief'.

The movie was based on a novel where Percy Jackson was being maligned of stealing the Zeus's Lightning Bolt. Well, that's basically what it was all about. Shan't reveal much about it as some of you guys have yet to watch it. Overall, i would rate this movie quite high as the transition of the whole story is smooth and the storyline is just simple enough for everyone to understand it.

Went to 'Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant' for reunion dinner on Sat evening. Here are some photos we took at the restaurant:

Went over to my grandma's place for mahjong session throughout the night. At the end of the nite, i only won 30cents. Lol. Headed home for some rest before going back to my grandma's place for dinner in the evening. Had a good chat with one of my aunt after dinner before we split our ways home.

Home Sweet Home!!! Finally, i was able to catch some rest and had ample time to spend on my com.

Slept till this afternoon, watched 'Armored' and gotta quote of the day from it: 'If you can't be on time, be early!'. This kinda serve as a reminder for me to be more punctual for my future meetings. Oh well, hopefully i'll be able to adhere to it. =D

My mic's working!!!

2010-02-05T01:47:00.002+08:00

Finally got my mic working!!! Actually nothing much to celebrate about after i gotta know the problem.

I actually consider myself an IT trained geek when i didn't even try re-installing the audio drivers. And i actually deemed my mic jack dead for like quite a number of weeks after my inability to find out what was wrong with it. What a noob!! The only excuse i could give myself was that i didn't had enough time due to NS & my plain lazyness. Damn.

Hopefully, i am gonna get my Win7 disc from Jacob tomorrow. Not sure if i'm gonna change my OS from WinXP to Win7, but having the disc by my side will definitely mean that i won't have to search high and low for it in future. So... I'm kinda looking forward to it. =D

Crazy Week!! Home Sweet Home!!!

2010-01-31T02:36:00.005+08:00

Damn. It just feels good to be back home. Never missed home that much since the start of this year. Anyways, somehow i just felt that this is just not my year.

Everything went wrong since the first second of this year. Had an argument with my dad within the first few seconds of 2010. Ever since, things just didn't went the way i wanted it to be.

All my luck just went missing when i wanted to place my soccer bets. I lost my touch on soccer betting. Loses are starting to pile up, and i ain't handling my finance well enough to survive with comfort.

Adding on to my misery, there's actually this idiot who caused us to be confined due to this mistakes. What an unfair decision by our superiors. On top of confining us, he actually made life difficult for us during confinement. That's freaking unfair!!! Firstly, we are punished for a mistake which we've not done. Second, our lives are made more miserable during confinement. Last but not least, we have to sacrifice our time in camp doing stupid stuff, which also means less time spent with family.

天理何在?!

I just hate life in camp. It's getting worse than before, even when we have matured as 2nd year soldiers. But it seems that being a 2nd year soldier means we can't make any mistakes. Oh please! WE ARE ALSO HUMANS!! 我们也是父母生的!!!

I still don't understand why must we sacrifice our own family time for his pride? Is his pride more important than all of our family time? How selfish of him!!

Everything's topsy turvy for me so far. Hope everything will be better after CNY!!! Hoping for a fresh start in the new lunar year!! I'm so looking forward to CNY!!!

Alright, enough of whining and complaining already. Anyway, i went to catch 'Tooth Fairy' with the guys earlier on. I was kinda late for the movie, thus i just grabbed a tee and bermudas to go along with. Had a good laugh in the cinema before we head out to hunt for a wallet for XW's dad.

Walked past her at the Paragon, but failed to say hi to her. Didn't want her to notice me as i wasn't really well-dressed and i just didn't want to go face-to-face with her. Well, let's just say that despite my disappointing efforts last week, i'm already contented by seeing her doing well from a distance. I just want her to be part of my happy memories, since i know it won't be possible between us. =)

Gee! ROFLMAO!!!

2010-01-24T13:58:00.001+08:00

back to my old self!!

2010-01-24T04:59:00.002+08:00

Just got back home about an hour ago after a exhausting yet fruitful day! =D

Arrived at Bugis at 1430 to meet up with Seb & his gf (Jasmine) for some shopping and to purchase Jasmine's new DIY desktop. Grabbed 2 tops, 1 Polo-T and a T-Shirt, from Parco itself. Tried my luck at her workplace once more but to no avail. Guess it wasn't meant for me to meet her.

Carried on with our 'mission' of the day. Arrived at SLS to make the final consideration and quotation, before Jasmine made her decision. Went to slack while the CPU is being put together and search for new speakers to go along with the new CPU.

Zoomed off to Jasmine's place to setup everything that has to be done after dining at SLS foodcourt. After all the formatting, installation and updating, it's already hitting 3am. Droved to Jalan Kayu for Prata before heading home.

Special thanks to J&S for the meals and desserts they have paid for throughout the whole day, which helped me alot in saving up before i receive my next allowance. =D

imissu.

2010-01-23T02:19:00.002+08:00

Didn't really had time to blog last weekend, so had to delay till this week's bookout. Anyways, i failed my Prac 3 badly and that actually kinda spoiled my weekend totally. So i guess that isn't that important.

Didn't book any lessons for this weekend cause i'll be kinda busy. Helping Sebastian to build a new CPU once the sun rises and going to Bugis to shop for my CNY clothes. Went to dine at JP before heading to Bugis for some window shopping. Went past her workplace, took a peek, but she wasn't working. Kinda disappointed, since all i asked for was just to take a look at her from afar without her noticing me. -Sigh-

Just when i thought i could clean forget about her, i began to miss her when i was in camp. There were moments where i actually wanted to sms her, but i just didn't. I just didn't had to courage to do it.

I miss you, xx.

Woohooo!!! Prac2 cleared!!! =D

2010-01-10T00:46:00.004+08:00

I passed my Practical 2!!! All done within 1 day!! =D

It all came about after i failed to conquer the slope for my first lesson of Practical 2. Unwilling to give up, i immediately took the next nearest timeslot available, which was the following one after my morning lesson. Rushed through my lunch as i had only 15min to the next lesson. Totally overjoyed when i received the result after my practical. Now, I'm one step closer to the L plate! Lol.

Guess that's my only commitment during my weekends, other than soccer. Hope i can get my 2B License ASAP, so that i can have a transport of my own and i don't have to stay over at friend's house if i wanna hang out late. And i can use it to travel to camp which will be much faster, since there won't be much waiting time needed.

Read her blog, how i wish the person she mentioned in her post is referring to me. Haven't really talked to her ever since last year. Wanted to meet her, but she kinda kept avoiding me.
Sometime, i really wonder if she's been hinting me, or am i just a piece of dumb block? It's really tough to judge since i still don't know much about her.
Sometimes, i wanna get closer to her and pop the question when the time is right. But there seems to be a force pulling me back. Am i just being afraid of rejection, cause i've been rejected a few times by her? I don't know.

1 Assist, 2 Goals, 1st Win of 2010!!!

2010-01-03T14:40:00.004+08:00

What a great start to year 2010!! Had a match this morning but i didn't had enough sleep as i only managed to get to bed by only 4am? Totally exhausted and i didn't even feel like going for the match as i was already late. I knew i had to go, otherwise there may be a shortage of substitutions for the team. And so i went.

Sat out totally for the first half as it ended 0-0 within neither side managing to get a clear chance on goal. Some changes was made during the half-time interval and i was called upon to take the role of a striker.

The whistle went off as we went into action for the second half. Both sides were actually quite on par until the first goal came from a set-piece. The ball floated into the 6-yard box only for the GK to punch it out, but somehow it wasn't a powerful punch. The ball landed right in front of me and i just tried to play the ball back into the penalty box, hoping for one of my teammates to send it into the net. And it actually came true, with me actually assisting the goal unintentionally. 1-0.

First assist since a long time man.

Second goal came as we launched a counter-attack from the midfield. A beautiful through-pass released CY on the left leaving only 1 defender behind him and another inside the box marking me. Twisted and turned, CY lost his marker as he looked for me with a short pass into the 12-yard box. My marker miskicks it and fell right in my path only for me to put it behind the net. 2-0! =)

First goal for me since 2-3 years ago? Something worth celebrating for me as i've achieved my goal i set before going for the match.

The match proceeded on a high until we conceded a penalty which we felt it shouldn't have been given. The opponent ran up for the ball to take it quickly but only to shoot it into center, right into Jack for him to punch it wide for a corner.

Great save, Jack!! =D

Towards the end of the match, all the tiredness were starting to show and we needed fresh legs. YY came in for CY to partner me in the strikeforce. The opponents' defence was starting to crumple as they started to misplace their passes. YY intercepted one of them near the right flank. Tried to look for me but i was running in late, so he had no choice but to bulldoze his way through the defenders. Took 3 defenders on before slotting a pass towards me, where i was totally free. I took it first time and curled it beyond the reach of the GK. 3-0!!!

Wooohoooo!!! That's the first time i scored 2 goals in a single match!! =D

What a great start to this year!!! =D

Weeee!!!~

2010-01-02T12:04:00.002+08:00

Woohooo!!! First achievement of the year 2010!!! It's the 2nd day of 2010 and i finally got pass my Practical 1 to Practical 2 for my 2B License, after the third try. =D Thankfully, i don't have to waste any more money on Practical 1.

Looking forward to Practical 2 since we'll learn more things other then changing of gears and braking, which are boring, even though i am not perfect at it. =P

Wanna get myself a helmet and a pair of proper gloves, so that i don't have to wear the stupid shower cap and the fugly durian gloves for lessons. Lol. Oh well, but i don't know what kind of helmet to get. Any recommendation?

Happy New Year to all!!! =D

2009-12-31T17:24:00.002+08:00

It's New Year's Eve and i'm not even looking forward to 2010. I've got no idea why but 2010 seems to be just another year for me. Nothing special. Nothing to look forward to maybe because i'm still in the army. Even this happens during X'Mas Eve that just passed.

There's no more cause for celebrations as you get older and more mature, without a love one by your side. Guess that's when you know you've really grown old enough not to do childish stuff. Even though i got so much computer games, i don't even have the urge to click on them when i got my eyes on them. Losing interest in games, but not sports definitely.

How i wish Sunday morning will come soon, so that i can prove to myself as well as the rest that my performance in last match was just a one off thing. I'm dying to earn my place in the first team to play at my favourite position. Hope things will go my way. I wanna nail down my spot at the right wing!!! I wanna prove myself, i wanna improve on my fitness, trickery, first touches!! I wanan be the first team free-kick taker, corner-kick taker for the team!! I wanna be indispensable!!!

Guess that will be one of my New Year's Resolution. On top of that, my bike license and bike after i get my license.

Happy New Year to all!!! =D

Messy Mind.

2009-12-29T22:58:00.003+08:00

I've been telling myself that i have to forget about it to start a new chapter in life. But subconsciously, everything just runs in my mind whenever up there's empty.

Should i concentrate on my RTT or Practical first? Or together?

SSDC Bike Practical 1

2009-12-28T20:04:00.002+08:00

Just returned from my 1st Practical lessons for practical 1. Felt very anxious from the start, and what makes it worse is that i actually forgot to bring my receipt and the passport size photo along.

My mood was totally dampen even before the Orientation started. Gotta 10min break in between the orientation and the practical lesson. Rested for awhile, got myself geared up and only to realize that there are actually quite a number of girls going for bike license too.

I was quite clumsy initially before getting a hang of it in the later stage. Nevertheless, i was quite disappointed since i only gotta complete the first 2 stages of Practical 1, whereas some of them had already went to the main circuit for their part 3 and 4.

Damn. I knew i could have made it, as the instructor kept pestering me if i'm ready. Wanted to catch up with those who have already made their way to part 3 and 4, so i kinda tried to push for it. Got left ankle burnt in the end as i got too close to the metal thingy near the gear.

Oh well, will be going for lessons tomorrow on the 4 theory lessons. Hopefully, i'm able to absorb as much as i can before going for the TTT and RTT. I wanna chiong finish all the theory lessons!!! Just hate those theory stuff. They are boring!!!

Booked myself another practical on wednesday morning, so i hope i can wake up early enough for it. After riding for the first time, i think i'm kinda addicted to it. Hopefully, i am able to get my license ASAP then i can start to fly liao!!! =D

LEMONSTEIN!!!!

2009-12-27T18:26:00.003+08:00

12/15?

2009-12-26T23:03:00.003+08:00

Went to dine with AJ last night @ Century Square before leaving for Expo. Failed to find my size S jersey at the sales but realized that M isn't that big either. It's just slightly bigger. So i guess i will settle for M size.

Now that size is settled, i will have to decide on my number before i officially getta jersey from SBKF. After much consideration, i guess i will settle for either 12 or 15, which are still available.

Since we are already at Expo, so we just decided not to waste our trip and went for the Metro Sales over there. Got myself a pair of slippers before leaving for Tampines.

Returned to Tampines to chillax @ Starbucks. It's been quite awhile since we've chatted for so long. Chatted till about 11plus before we headed home in seperate ways.

Let's meet up to 'La Kopi' again!!! Just missed those times where we just let our hair down and just chat non-stop. =D

Avatar 3D!!!

2009-12-26T02:17:00.005+08:00

Went to watch AVATAR 3D on X'mas eve!!! Great movie!! A must-watch movie!! The movie protraits all the aspects of life in the current world. And below is just my interpretation of the characters' roles in the movie.

Jake Sully representing the Earthings who wanna change the world for the good but are in no control. Also brings the message to the world that if everyone tries their best to do their part, they can save Gaia!!!

Dr. Grace Augustine representing the world of scientists who are curious about Nature and wants to learn how to save them.

Neytiri representing Mother Nature who is suffering from all the damages that we have done to Earth.

Parker representing the business people in the world who thinks that money is greater than anything.

Colonel Miles Quaritch representing those countries who tries to achieve their motive with brute force.

After expressing my interpretation and thoughts, i still think that most of the people who watched, just went there and enjoyed all the actions and CGs. Even though i do not know that if that's the intention of this movie, but i hope all of them are able to getta message, so we can help save gaia as one!!

The greatest goals of the decade

2009-12-26T01:05:00.004+08:00

Paolo Di Canio, West Ham v Wimbledon, 2000

Rivaldo, Barcelona v Valencia, 2001

Gianfranco Zola, Chelsea v Norwich, 2002

Dennis Bergkamp, Arsenal v Newcastle, 2002

Zinedine Zidane, Real Madrid v Bayer Leverkusen, 2002

Jared Borgetti, Mexico v Italy, 2002

Zlatan Ibrahimovic, Ajax v NAC Breda, 2004

Estebian Cambiasso, Argentina v Serbia, 2006

Lionel Messi, Barcelona v Getafe, 2007

Grafite, Wolfsburg v Bayern Munich, 2009

Sour X'Mas

2009-12-25T03:33:00.003+08:00

This could be the worse X'Mas for me in my life so far. Supposedly heading out to relax and to enjoy myself, but my mind was all filled with trouble and worries. Wanted to drink all the way to get rid of all the troubles and worries in my mind, but failed to do so. And this is the first time i returned from George's and still feel sober.

miss u.

Long long long long post....

2009-12-22T12:15:00.006+08:00

Been out and busy for the past 3 days and i finally gotta spend some time at home today.

Slept till late as the weather was just too awesome to catch some sleep if you know what i meant. It was like pouring since morning la!!! So shiok!!! Unfortunately, i can't prolong my sleep till the evening. Rushed down to Timo's to help set up for Karen's 21st birthday celebration after i was awaken by calls from the guys.

Everything went well and was smooth sailing, so i started clicking away with my new Fujifilm FinePix J27. With it making it's first official debut, i would say it's an epic failure. Reason being i started clicking away and only then, i got to realize that there isn't any SD card!!! -sigh-

Worse stun of the day i would say. Got no choice but to make use of Karen's SD card for photos. Nevertheless, i'd say i'm quite satisfied with my first photo. =D

Anyway, lotsa things happened during the BBQ so i guess i'll let the photos do the talking when i get it from Karen. =D

Stayed over CY's place after Karen's party, as we gotta wake up early for the morning friendly the next day. Fortunately, Brian drove so we can have a little more rest. Played damn badly during the match as an individual. Feel damn guilty for ball watching most of the time during the second half. And i've no idea how come i feel so lost at the left wing for once. It's not like i've not played there before. Oh well, probably due to the alcohol the previous night. =P

Got ourselves cleaned up after the match at my place since it's near, and arranged for lunch plans with the other guys. Discussion dragged from noon till 2pm? And that's when we left my place for Tampines. By the time i reached there, my gastric pain started to act up. Went to get some medication for it while waiting for the rest.

Slacked at Timo's place while we wait for Javier to settle his iphone stuff. By the time the wait is over, it's time for dinner!! Had Bak Kut Teh for dinner near Game Heaven and only started playing at around 8pm. Killed those goddamn zombies till 11pm before we leave for our home.

At least, i ended my day on a high after a poor start to the day. =D

Woke up by Han's call on Monday morning asking me if i wanna join the guys for L4D2. Initially, i thought i was still in my dreamland as the images of L4D2 were still in my head when i picked up the phone. Rejected his initial invitation. Dragged myself outta bed before i got another call from Han for reconfirmation. This time, i accepted it. And it's time to kill those zombies again!!! =D

Went for lunch first before i meet up with them at the same place for gaming. Played till dinner time as XW gotta book in and Han got plans. Dinner @ Bedok Hawker Centre before splitting our ways. Ang bros went home, XW book in and as for me, i travelled further down East to meet up with Jerald.

Feeling quite sleepy, got my earphones plugged in for music to keep me awake for the ride. But shit still happened. I was supposed to get down at Pasir Ris, but i got down at Tampines and actually walked out of the ticketing machine before realizing where i am. What a joke. Guess that's almost a I.F. to top the charts of COTY awards.

Anyway, finally gotta meet up with Jerald. Made our way to his home by foot and went there to get from him COD6: Modern Warfare 2 & L4D2!!! Now i got both of the these games!!! Shiok!!!! Time to spend my free time playing those missions!!! =D Headed for home after about 2hrs of transferring due to the huge file size.

Woke up this morning for a brand new day. Lunched with my mum and bro before travelling to SSDC. And FINALLY I GOTTA ENROL FOR MY BIKE LICENCE!!!! After soooo dammmnnnn loooonnggg... Lol. Oh well, big deal. Also not get licence liao.. just an enrolment. And now i'll be just waiting for my upcoming lessons. Can't wait to get started!!! =D

i smell... vinegar.

2009-12-18T17:08:00.002+08:00

Had nights off yesterday rather early, which was as good as a half day off. Booked out, headed home, went straight to my computer and went straight to the internet.

Blog hopped and saw something which kinda killed my day instantly. Call me over-sensitive or just call me jealous.

Probably, it's just another photo. Probably, it's just another friend beside her. Probably.... Argh!!! I've no idea man!!! And recently i just kinda screw things up due to my obnoxious short temper.

How i wish i can rewind time now. Even if it means getting turned out again and again in camp. How i wish i didn't blogged those stuff. How i wish i didn't sent her those smses. How i wish... Fuck the "How i wish" shit man!!! I can't rewind time!!! -sigh-

Totally insane!!!

2009-12-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

Registered to play for the soccer competition within my unit last week, and the best part is that i don't even know that this week was the qualifiers. It rained on Wednesday, so the matches for my team was postponed. There was no news of when it'll be postponed to until last night. That's when we gotta know we'll be playing 3 matches today.

Didn't gotta play much as there were much better, or at least physically fitter players then me in the team. Throughout this competition, i must say that the organizing committee was totally screwed. The person who explained to us the rules, broke the rules. What the hell is that man?!

Anyway, i got myself at least 10min of play time and earned myself an assist on our third match!!! =D Probably, that's not an achievement to most, but to me personally, i've not scored/assisted in any competition. At least i did something for the team after missing a sitter during our second match.

No friendly match for the weekend, so i guess it'll be more rest and some street soccer for me before i head back to camp on Sunday night. As for the whol of Saturday, i got nothing planned out yet. Still keeping myself free during the day but i guess i'll be quite a busy man when the sun sets. Anyways, wish me luck tomorrow!! =D

海派甜心

2009-12-07T13:50:00.003+08:00

Currently chasing this show called 海派甜心 with 罗志祥 & 杨丞琳 playing as the main characters in it. Though it only lasts 25 episodes, i will have something to look forward to for 25 weeks, due to the fact that each episode is only released per week. This makes it easier for me to countdown to my ORD date. Lol.

Any more Taiwan 偶像据 to intro please let me know via my tagboard!!! Especially those which feature 罗志祥 or 杨丞琳. =D

their lyrics = my emotions

2009-12-07T02:41:00.003+08:00

At some point of time in life, some songs just have the lyrics which describes how my feeling deep down inside me.

Is it just a coincidence that song writers felt the way we felt through their personal experiences? Or are they just writing for the sake of writing them? Sometimes i really wonder.

However, guess it's nice to find songs which are able to describe how i felt. Cause sometimes, i just can't express them out in words. Oh well, guess this old song will be stuck in my head for quite some time.

O-Town - All Or Nothing At All

2009-12-07T02:16:00.004+08:00

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realized
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something, somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart
But i don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing...

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've
Got no more room
No room inside for me in your life

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing at all

Fulfilling weekend....

2009-12-07T01:01:00.004+08:00

Had some high key event on Friday, thus booked out on Saturday. Had 2 matches planned out for both Saturday and Sunday, but i was too exhausted to make it for the CMC match even when i reached home by 8am in the morning. Totally exhausted and dehydrated till i had an afternoon nap for like 3hours. Felt so refresh upon waking up.

Headed for Timo's after going to CMC dinner @ SMU. Slacked and chilled till wee hours before all of us headed to bed. Woked up for breakfast and waited till our next event, SKBF match @ Pasir Ris Sec.

Even though we lost, i can see the team gelling up and playing more as a team. Still got lotsa things to catch up for them, especially the midfield and attack. We need provide more options upfront, so that no matter how much we concede, we will be able to score back. No goals, no win.

Today, i kinda made decisions which i've not been able to solve for a long period of time. Firstly, would be the dilemma i'm having between 2 teams. Commitment for both seems impossible to me due to time restrain. But after this week, i think i have a clear answer in mind.

The other one will be what my inability to achieve what i aimed for over this few years. Perhaps, fate and luck wasn't by my side throughout these years between us. Oh well, if it wasn't meant to be, then i guess i wasn't meant to be. Guess i gotta make my choice and don't look back. Maybe if i do it that way, i won't feel so emo whenever she flashes across my mind. Hope i'll be able to find that someone who completes my life soon.

Oh no. It's book-in day again when the sun rises, and it's a monday!!! Damn the Monday blues, i'm already feeling it. Bah!!~

Funny vids!!

2009-12-03T16:09:00.001+08:00

Lyrics meant for you, and only you...

2009-11-29T04:03:00.000+08:00

=D

2009-11-28T02:23:00.005+08:00

Forced myself outta my bed to go for lunch with my mum, since there will be lesser chance for me to have a decent meal with her in the upcoming festive seasons. Headed home to change before meeting Wei Yuan to go SITEX 2009 @ Expo.

Reached there at about 4pm. The crowd was much lesser compared to last year's. There's actually even space for me to walk, unlike last year when i need to squeeze my way through.

Once we arrived at the hall, we went straight for our targets since we got what we want in mind, a digital camera for me & ear phones for Wei Yuan. Went straight to compare all the prices of the budget cameras i've seen from the internet earlier on. Had a tough time considering as i don't know much about cameras, thus i was looking more on the looks rather than their features and functions.

For the range i'm going for, they look like toys and are not slim at all. Since i had a tough time considering, we went to look for ear phones. Walked around both halls for quite a few times before we managed to find a booth where all the headphones & ear phones are consolidated.

After we're done with the ear phones, we headed to the Fujifilm booth to look for his friend for advice on cameras. Gotta recommendation from her and i thought it was rather a good deal, so why not? Paid for it and poof!! I got myself a first digital camera!! =D Fujifilm FinePix J27!!!

There's only 2 colors available, Silver & Black. Silver looks rather common to me, so i chose black, which actually looks quite slick and me! =D Got it for $209 instead of $239 which was stated on the brochure.

Free gifts that came with it were:
1x 8GB SDHC
1x Camera Case
1x Mini Tripod
1x Screen Protector
1x Card Reader

...and on top of the list, his friend included another third party lithium rechargable battery!!! What a deal!! Now i don't have to worry about buying an extra battery to bring along!!! =D

Oh well, i know initially i didn't wanna go for the Fujifilm because someone just bought a camera from the same brand recently. And i didn't want to own the same brand which will remind me of her. But in the end, the deal was too irresistable!!! Now, i'm just praying that i didn't getta same model as hers. And even if it's the same model, i hope it ain't the same color. I just don't want it to be the same.

Anyway, let's just drop this topic. Met up with XW, Jav, Han and Dar for dinner @ Pasta Mania in Funan IT Mall. XW drove to Paradiz Centre after dinner and we went to play L4D2 since Han was dying to play it. Had fun @ the lanshop before all of us were dead tired and decided to leave.

Overall, i would say it's a very fruitful day for me!! I got what i want from SITEX 2009, got an unexpected meet up with the guys for dinner and finally gotta try L4D2!! Target achieved, a surprise meet up, and a fun night to sum everything up. What else can i ask for? Great day!! =D

Plan turned sour... but added sugar to it to make it better!!

2009-11-27T05:56:00.003+08:00

Suppose to meet up with the guys for 'mini-lan' at Kembangan, but i was late due to the rain. In the end, i only managed to meet up with them for dinner. XW caught up with us later after his book out. Chilled and chatted at our dining place before heading separate ways.

Our initial plan was to go clubbing, but since there were only the both of us left, we were left without any plans in mind. Thus, XW & i decided to get our asses to CQ first before deciding on anything further. Called Cara to join us, since i know she's available. Met her @ Central Mall before heading up to HELIPAD where we started our bar-hopping session, again.

HELIPAD's a good place to relax and chill. Especially, at the open area where you can enjoy the night sky, accompanied with the cool breeze to blow away those stress you got from the fast-paced environment. Don't feel like sitting around just for drinks? Get to the edge of the rooftop lounge and you will witness a spectacular view of Singapore's hip downtown district.

However, there's one thing to take note of, and that will be the cover charges that's implemented on Wednesdays, Fridays and Saturdays. Otherwise, it's a great get-away place to get your troubles blown away.

Next up, we headed to Yello Jello Retrobar. As the name suggests, the music is mostly retro and the crowd there is kinda more for working adults. I don't see anyone of our age hanging around us though. Anyways, we settled down for shooters and played dice. Didn't like the crowd in there, so kinda left after we are done.

Droved to Yishun Dam for some quiet moments away from those loud places we went earlier on. Chatted all night till around 4am. XW sent Cara before sending me home. How nice of him. Thanks a lot XW!!!! =D

Time to head to bed so that i can get up early to grab some good deals from SITEX 2009 @ Expo!!! Currently looking for a budget Digital Camera, as well as COD6: Modern Warfare. And maybe an Internal HDD?

Alright. Time to tuck in!!! Good night guys!!

Bittersweet.

2009-11-27T05:25:00.007+08:00

"I don't want to just go to the playoffs, I don't want to go to the playoffs and win the first round, second round, and not win the whole thing because it's bittersweet." -Allen Iverson

Felt like clubbing last night, so i started to ask around if anyone would like to come along. Couldn't think of anyone but her, and so i asked. As usual, the reply wasn't satisfactory and the reason was that she can't hang out late.

Oh well, probably due to those nagging she'll get when she gets home after late nights. And so, i ignored those reasons and went on with my dinner plan with those guys. In the midst of it, i received this sms saying she will be staying out for the night and apologies came after that for not joining me.

Right. First, you said you can't hang out late. Then, a few hours later, you can stay over someone's place. And for that, you are sorry that you didn't join me. I say, FUCK OFF!!! Do i look like a FUCKIN' 3yo kid to you? What's that suppose to mean when you say you can't hang out late, but you can stay over at someone's place OVERNIGHT? Isn't it worse then staying out late? WTF man?! ARE YOU EVEN TALKING SENSE? I can't find a reason not to be pissed for those few messages you texted me. You are THAT DAMN RIGHT, it's that bad.

I bet this isn't the first, and it ain't gonna be the last if i continue to ignore these little details. Probably, it doesn't matter to you who am i or what am i to you. But to me, it matters the most, other than my family and hobby. You are the next in line! Can you FUCKIN' believe it? You are that important to me in my life, but shit just happen again and again. And again and again, and again and again...

I ain't happy about the way you treated me!! I just tried to forgive and forget for most of the time. Ehhh... Wait a sec. In fact, i ignored them every single time. If you are thinking that i don't mind and don't care about such stuff, you are FUCKIN' WRONG!!! I repeat YOU ARE FUCKIN' WRONG!!! Call me a miser, petty, or whatever you like. But these things accumulates and avalanches over time. And now, this freaking volcano can no longer hold his lava within. I'm throwing all these shit out. So... FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!!! And thanks for staying out if you would. I promise i will throw all the memories i have of you at the back of my mind.

Anyways, thanks for all the great memories you left for me, even if they are accompanied with those bad ones. Thank you once again.

Guess the text i sent you will be the last for at least the next few months, unless a miracle happens.

Cool Vid!!!

2009-11-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

Right here waiting (...and still waiting)

2009-11-22T18:33:00.004+08:00

Chances of being successful? How wishful of me. I actually even thought of the chances of success when things didn't even get started. So if things didn't get started, how did success even came into the picture? -Sigh-

Things started when i received your 'I miss you' sms. At that very moment, the sky above me just got litted up with stars. With all the hope i held, i thought things would turn out the way i want it to be.

To me, it seems like things just happened yesterday. But for all that i know, it's already been 3 years i've been waiting. Not that i didn't try my luck in the midst of these years, but things just didn't work out the way i want it. So i just waited, waited, waited, waited and waited. Until this very moment.

To you, i am probably just another fool who fell for you. Probably, i am just another ordinary friend of yours. Or just a shoulder to depend on whenever you need to, and put it aside when you do not need it. If that's the case, how am i different from a soft toy by your bed?

-Sigh-

I want to take a step forward.
But i don't know how.
I don't want to screw up the current situation and make things worse.
But i want you by my side, even though you've already occupied my heart.
I want to meet up with you to tell you how much i feel for you.
But everytime i see you, i got dumbfounded.

...and that's because i am already over the moon, just by looking at you. Guess that's how falling for someone would be like.

='(

Kiss Me Thru The Phone.

2009-11-21T19:07:00.002+08:00

Guess the lyrics kinda describe what's in my mind during times when i am staring into space. The one and only person whom never fails to appear when i am not occupied by things. Most of the time, i rather spend time thinking about her than playing games, which i usually put the latter as priority. It's been years yet i am still stuck on the same situation.

Chances of me being successful are slim and i ain't her cup of tea either. It's been years and i still can't get her outta my mind. Argh!!! Crap. Life's a misery if this continues and i'll just suffer in silence. But isn't that a norm for me? Suffer in silence. -Sigh-

I mean, what else can i do? I don't wanna make things awkward for us both, i don't wanna make things worse than the current situation. Gosh. What a dilemma i'm caught in.

Grrr... I wanna get drunk!! So that i can numb myself and stop myself from thinking about anything regarding her. I can't accept anymore failure, given the situation i am having in camp. Any more pressure and i may burst.

Kill me, someone please.

still dwelling on it...

2009-11-21T12:06:00.003+08:00

Why am i still dwelling on something that has so little chance of success? *sigh*

Anyways.. Just reached home this morning from my 4NTM Guard Duty which was suppose to be done today but it was scheduled one day earlier by my PS.

Rumours of being activated today are being spread through the camp. Not sure how high is the chance though. But to me, it's just 50-50, either you get activated or you don't. Simple as that.

Awards were given out yesterday to those who got RECON 1 for their ATEC 1 stations and i am totally disappointed that 25mm Gunners didn't get their recognition for their effort put in. And since there is no recognition, why did i even do so well for it? So that other people reap from what i sow? How nice.

Argh!! Now that my previous VC had ORD, there's no one who can prove that i got Recon 1 for the station. Damn it lah!! That means no extra 3 days off for me!!! -Sigh- What a vexing week!!! I hate NS!!!

Short weekend!!!

2009-11-14T15:23:00.002+08:00

Gotta short weekend this time round as i'll be having my regimental duties this Sunday and have to book in later in the night by 2230.

Late book out last night due to unfinished business. Reached home at about 9pm. Rushed out immediately to meet Shirley at Boat Quay to pass her the Birthday Present. Hope you like it. =D

Didn't really gotta drink as they had already finished with their bottle. It rained when we left the place. Sent her home after which. Bid goodbye and headed home.

Although everything was kinda short and the night was still young when i returned home, i thought it was kinda worth it, somehow. Took some photos with Shir and her friends. Will be posting them asap since i don't have much time this week.

C'mon Liverpool!!!

2009-11-10T23:01:00.005+08:00

Just when we needed them to perform and bring up the morale of the team, 2 more headed straight for the treatment table. How agonizing that was.

Seeing them heading for a draw in the home game against a team they should have won, winning only half of their matches played so far in the Premier League, and staying 11 points away from the league leaders.

What else can go wrong for my dear Liverpool? How much more can the fans take seeing you guys dropping points needlessly? Even Burnley, a newly promoted team, is just 3 points away from us. Hope someone is able to save Liverpool from this deadly fall.

Can Aquilani be the hero? Can N'Gog be able to help supply the goals with the abscence of El Nino? Will someone else inspire the team without their skipper not fully fit yet? I hope Liverpool will be able to get to a better position before next year.

YNWA

Can you endure 20,000 spoonful of terror?

2009-11-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

Lol!! Epic video from youtube. Can you imagine being spooned to death? LMAO!